mood:
mood:
Hey Blog! I finally came out to my friends! the reaction: lukewarm as hoped. although i wish it felt like more of a big deal secretly, it still is great that it was positve of course it just.. yknow? maybe could have been bigger but hey im not complaining.
On other news.. im really loving the anitok 2020 revival going on tiktok rn! ive had so much fun making a glitter pfp for loop from isat! its been wonderful mooting so many other likeminded individuals! i never really had any social media in 2020 because i was like 11 then but now im at an age where i can actually enjoy this kind of stuff! the idea of people being weird and different on purpose facinates me and makes me so wondefully joyous. it brings a smile to my face.
im also trying to update my blog much more frequently because i have a poor mememory and i would love to look back to my past and im just not able to do that at times and it makes me very sad. i want to be able to rememeber every little event from this year! i want to rememeber how things made me feel and how they affected me! no more endless scroll! down with big brother haha!
Bye Blog! see you soon hopefully!
mood:
mood:
hey chat. merry xmas? i think im non-binary? and i dont really know how to tell my close friends? (whom i hope are NOT reading this right now; dear god.) and i really dont know how else to let this little secret out other than my little website. (SORRY FOR NOT UPLODING BTW!!! OMG ITS BEEN A MONTH?!) i just kind of wish i had the strength to tell them f2f but i dont think i can handle that kind of pressure. i cant just drop little hints again like i did with me coming out as gay! i dodged a bullet then but what now!? "oh hey im like maybe trans but im not gonna say it forrealsies untill you find out yourself! HAHA! EHGFHFGJPQOJGQOHGQJUBG WHAT DO I DO??? arrrhhgh you know maybe i do hope one of my friends opens my diary. peel of the bandaid for me! it might hurt me a little, but itsd probably for the best? i doubt it. my website was last months thing. they all probably forgot about it like i did. fuck.
mood:
yo, sorry i havent updated in a while. i guess i just have nothing interesting to update my blog with lol. i got really caught up with a new fo4 playthrough so i kind of forgot about the website lol. fallout four has kind of been the "fast food of gaming" to me; i just really hate everything bethesda does with the story. all of the gameplay tweaks hoever? yes. i think they are great. (just bring back special items from fallout new vega.) thats probably why i dont like fallout four that much; i kind of came in and expected more fallout new vegas and instead i got something worse. im sorry. i feel like im complaining to much; colgator out.
mood:
hey, guys! i dont really know what to put here yet.... this is whats on my page i guess.? ill still update my blog and stuff but i still need to like, LEARN html. id say ive come pretty far for a complete beginner. (is that how you spell that? theres no spell check in the html editor so idk)(yes im to lazy to google it and double yes this is going to be the first thing people read on my website and triple yes i def dont care lol.)
mood:
holy fuck kendrick dropped holy omg
this album is so good im writing a blog about it what am i doing
mood:
hey, this is my first entry, ive been learning html from scratch basically and its been pretty fun. html honestly kind of just clicks for me.
i certainly dont know about css or anything for that matter. im still got ways to go i guess lol.